It's time
I've checked all my "old standby" sites. There is nothing new enough or updated that can possibly prevent me from what I am wanting to do--relax. But I can't seem to decide. What do I want to do? There's reading. Writing. Writing people back--letters, emails, Facebook messages, Facebook wall posts... the possibilities are endless. I can't decide.So my mental hand reaches to start up a new Firefox navigating tab (what has happened to me?? who says that??!! Oh, I married a computer science guy... ;-), and it stops short--there is nothing left to "drop in" on. I have already buzzed by my usual places. I've checked my email multiple times and nothing new has come in since I hit "Send/Receive" less than a minute and a half ago. So I have to decide. What to do?
(I think the problem is I'm afraid of committing--if I actually chose something and started working on it, I might come to a point where I'd have to actually follow through on something. There might be effort involved. I might miss the opportunity to do something else while I'm actually doing the first thing.)--Ah, relief. I'm out of time to do anything. Whew. Safe again in indecision.
2 Comments:
I'm just leaving a comment here to encourage myself. Nice posts!
I really enjoy your writing. Its so much fun. :-) <3
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